Tuesday, 23 October 2012

泪≠累?!

情绪如泄洪的河水
泛滥途径的田野

压抑的泪
终于流下
干了又流下

倔强的个性
以为已如钢铁的心防
不会在办公室哭
结果管不住地哭了起来
好吧  就算被看到也不管了


Sunday, 14 October 2012

My World

Bought a slice of Blueberry Mille Crepe Cake 
from Arthur's Hokkaido Mille Crepe Cake 

Had a cup of Macha Green Tea Latte, a Cream of Mushroom Soup 
served in bread bowl, and a Green Tea Melon Pan


14.10.12 - Having a brunch in Pavilion KL En Ginza Cafe 

My world was consisted of from one point to another, then are lines, then are lots of squares, jointed squares into pentagon, hexagon, heptagon, octagon, enneagon......too many pointed and sharp edges. One day the whole thing just tumbled down and fell into pieces, scatted around. I was tempting to paste up one by one......and then it seemed pointless in a sense that I was completely 'out of touch','lost','in a mist'......

Today, I will share the story of my past with some close friends, and it all becomes a long and gradual healing process as I see it now. I see things forming in rounds and circles, and so the story starts again in a different form......





Friday, 12 October 2012

Peace Of Mind

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Calmness, stillness, peaceful, tranquil,......
As I'm trying to clear all stuffs into boxes.
Oh, just hope it will all be finished soon.


Thursday, 11 October 2012

Packing

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Have to pack to move, all the packing cartons had arrived, but didn't move a thing for the past two weeks. Thought could do it bit by bit after work, but didn't and couldn't. Is like the strength to start packing just drain out unconsciously or consciously the thought of packing has created a sense of helplessness in itself and was projected onto the unconscious mind without me realising it.

There have been countless times over the years, have to move from here and there, there and here. Experts in packing but when it comes to the actual thing, still feel emotionally unease and tardiness, and reluctant to carry out the tasks. I have decided to go with the flow this time. Just see where it will lead me to......

Monday, 8 October 2012

Balancing versus Indulgent

      Sansai Soba                  Atsuyaki Tamago
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Having a gourmet indulgence weekend, had been for Japanese cuisines for the past two days, in two different restaurants: Sushi Zanmai - The Gardens; and Hartamas Rakuzen. Had ordered the same two main dishes in both of the restaurants, just want to have a taste comparison - Sansai Soba & Atsuyaki Tamago.

In these two of my comparison dishes, they do have their distinctive differences in their taste from both of the restaurants. 

Later Tea Time, had eaten plenty of desserts from: Tong Pak Fu (糖百府) - Mid Valley; and Secret Recipe - Hartamas Shopping Center, on two separate days obviously. Totally satisfied my sweet tooth after these two days of complete good food and good companions.

At the back of my mind, a question starts pounding unrelentingly during all these times, is it the mouth is too easy to please and too hard to tame? Or is it the other way round?

Thursday, 4 October 2012


一天,在吉隆坡天后宫的庙宇外围的一根柱梁上看到一句偈语:浮生若梦谁非寄,到处能安即是家。境界很高,当了悟一切凡夫俗事的那一刻,也许就能了了吧。

多年浮萍般的生活,又得搬家了。这即将展开的人生新旅程,前路会如何?未知?只是祈愿一切平安吧。
































Wednesday, 3 October 2012

无言

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当下存在
存在当下
接下来  无言

To live, to feel, just right at this moment.
Nothing else.

Monday, 1 October 2012

Friendship

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I must admit I do have problems keeping up with friends. Partly because I am constantly moving from places to places. It is very difficult to connect with people when living in such an unstable life. So keeping friendship alive is going to be challenging for me. I used to buy Forever Friends Birthday Cards for friends, as well as receiving one on my Birthday. It will remind me of the 'good old times'.